B Schools and Insomnia

It started off as a simple bet with myself, can I go for 24 hours without sleep. I won, albeit against myself, but still I won, but ever since then my body refuses to go to sleep any time before 4:00 am. Of course Sports and exercise help a bit but on any given day, it is preeeeeety difficult for me to get my forty winks. Oh, and that first line that I wrote about the bet with myself, that was just to dramtize things, It's not like my insomnia set in out of the blue. It was a gradual process, and it began a few weeks i joined business school.

I should mention that b-school is the first time I stay in a hostel, and the new found freedom was a little dizzying, in my house, it wasn't a problem because everybody would be down by 10, and I had to follow suit. But, here, I had a TV next door, I had an internet connected laptop in my room, and I guess I lost it. I really don't know how it began, it just sort of creeped up on me and now I guess I'm trapped.

But it's not like I'm panicking or anything, I actually like the time I get in the nights (I'm writing this this blog at 3:00 am). It's just that I now KNOW it is not good for my health or social life. I haven't really read up on insomnia or anything, I rarely do that kind of stuff. I just had this sudden realization that this could be a problem, and am now writing it for the whole world to hear.

The only thing that comes to my mind is this Al Pacino film that I saw once, I don't even remember the name, but he has terrible insomnia and he DIES at the end because of it, now that can't be good right?

It's not like this blog is a cry for help, that's the last thing I want you guys to take away. I'm just in a very confused state right now, and trying to depict that state of mind as accurately as possible. Pretty oxymoronic I know but that's the kind of guy I'am

Anyway, writing this blog is thankfully making me feel a little sleepy, so I'm signing off, if you have read this crap till the end, just let me know what you think about it, read, leave me a comment :-)

Cheers